The Hero in Heroin: A Mother and Son’s Journey on Both Sides of the Veil is different from other books about addiction in that the main character returns after death to continue the story and bring messages of healing to those dealing with addiction, loss, and suffering. Over the next few days, I will share certain messages with excerpts from The Hero In Heroin. Please feel free to add other excerpts you may have found that validate the same key message.
To create an awareness of both the impact and influence of spirit on matter [formless on form] through the human energy field.
Excerpt from Chapter 35 The Bead
“I turned around to walk into the house to go to the bathroom. When I opened the front door, I noticed an eerie silence and peculiar “air” around me. I continued walking toward the bathroom, when suddenly an object dropped right in front of me from somewhere high above my head! It hit the tile floor, bounced high, and rhythmically made its way toward the dining table, where Micah’s ashes and altar were.
Immediately, I knew Micah was doing his best to get my attention. I chased the bouncing object for what felt like an eternity. Exasperated, I finally managed to grab it— just before it rolled under the dining room hutch. I halted in my footsteps, looking down at a 9 mm bead in my hand.
No one was in the house. Where would a 9 mm bead come from? Why did it drop right in front of me? Why did it roll toward, rather than away from, the altar and Micah’s ashes? Why did I know and sense it was him trying desperately to get my attention—and what was it for?
The only thing I could do was acknowledge what had just happened. As I did, I taped the bead to the top of the urn holding Micah’s ashes, where it still rests today.”
Excerpt from Chapter 42 Kitchen Conversation
“When he realized I was aware of his presence, he began telepathically communicating with me. What a kick! It was as though we were talking to each other—except our mouths never opened!
I had refreshed the two vases of flowers and began walking back to the dining table. As I did, he “floated” right beside me, as if he were walking with me. He telepathically showed me the bead that had dropped onto the tile floor back in April 2011. I stopped dead in my tracks, and speaking to the “air” beside me, I exclaimed, “I knew it was you!”
He continued with his messaging, and interestingly, he was able to evoke feelings in me as he communicated. It was as if he were showing me what it felt like for him—which really got my attention. As he continued to project, doing an almost complete replay of the bead incident, he indicated to me that he was always right there with us. He communicated how emotionally painful and deeply hurtful it was to him when we didn’t know he was there and couldn’t see him—and how excruciatingly traumatic it was for him to be so close to his children but at the same time so far away.”
Excerpt from Chapter 49 The Agreement
“One day in early November, while sitting at my desk, I was gently nudged to research Spirit Releasement Therapy…….”
“Surprisingly, the negative energy beings were present also. I was stunned to learn that one of them had been “assigned” to Micah and was most likely the big dark blob that I had seen so frequently when Micah was alive and strung out on heroin.
I continued to follow the practitioner’s lead. I realized in my own consciousness that I could see darkness in light and light in darkness. My heart opened wide, expressing deep compassion for the dark beings who believed they were just doing what they were supposed to be doing. My physical body opened to such an immense level of emotional compassion that I began crying, sobbing for the group of dark beings that had presented themselves for healing and restoration to wholeness.”